You forgot about me. You left me behind. You were so blunt to the point where all it did was hurt me. You told the truth but that’s not always what I needed to hear. I am fucking in love with you and it’s like you know that, you say you’re in love with me but you aren’t because if you were you would feel what i fucking feel. I hate you now, you’ve changed. You haven’t always been there for me. I’m pretty sure i’ve recently reached out to you and you ignored me. I’m pretty sure that when i wanted to fucking kill myself you told me you weren’t gonna fucking deal with me. I just wanted you to fucking care; to show me love, give me attention. I’m sorry that I’ve talked to a few of your exes. I don’t intentionally do it, I can’t control my feelings, i can’t. When ANY guy gives me attention, makes me feel special, makes me feel beautiful, i don’t think about anything else. I’d do anything to be happy. I don’t do this shit to hurt anyone, I do it because I fucking know that i deserve to be happy. I am a real friend. When it comes down to it, most of those people you fuck with wouldn’t do half the shit I’d do for you. I honestly dont think any of this has anything to do with the fact that it’s your ex. you dont like me talking to anyone, as if you want me for yourself but you dont fucking want me, if you did you would’ve had me because i’ve been here, in love with you, for as long as i can remember. So what is it? Is that what’s really fucking with you? I’m not writing this so you forgive me, i dont even care anymore because i know you’re gonna keep hurting me. When i stand next to you i feel like nothing. When i try to go to you; you make me feel like less than nothing. I am less than nothing. I don’t know what makes you think you make me feel better but you’re wrong. The past couple of months… you’ve been NOWHERE. I tried to reach out to you and you fucking know it. I just wasnt important enough.
A tiger mother lost her cubs from premature labour. Shortly after she became depressed and her health declined, and she was diagnosed with depression. So they wrapped up piglets in tiger cloth, and gave them to the tiger. The tiger now loves these pigs and treats them like her babies. the cutest shit ever❤
(Source: alemorita)
